A new beginning.

Christmas just went by, and it feels like all those chocolates and sugar i got into myself is showing some effect.. :D
Its been a hoch-poch week.. getting up late, watching television an laptop, eating junk food whole day long an no studies, im feeling a bit guilty now.. :P i think i should get back on track !
The new year is coming and with it some resolutions which we know are mostly always broken, well i think my biggest resolution will be to get back on track and make my routine which i will follow!
Basically this year has been very good~
we had an awesome year in school, the panache was amazing! i made some new songs, made some new poems, did many other things, realized my love of writing, made an awesome pudding! and many more!

Well, i have too much to write now! i mean too much! my phone is full with the things i have to post on, an hopefully i will try to be regular. I will put my poems here too! so stay active! :D

I hope this New Year brings LOTTTSS of joy in your life, and mine also!
So stay tuned!
bye !
:)
Day Dreamer.
Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year!

Bad times

Hi! I know- long time..
Well i was just reading my other posts and umm.. i dont end them correctly!! i am annoyed by this!! :X.
I am having REALLY bad days!! I am loosing perspective every now and then.... it is one of the hardest stages in my life... i m having SOOO many problems.. but dont have anyone to share them... i thought this is the only place i can write it, but you know what? i know.. no one is reading my blog... no one in the billions is reading my blog.. and even if you are reading, i know you hardly care about what i'm feeling right now.
Sometimes we push our sorrow inside us and try to show we are happy, but we are sad inside and we keep on being like that, but you know what? unless no one knows it, they dont see it and we are just for ourselves.. i mean, i-i can't express this thing in words.. but thinking this makes me feel more lonely :(
I know, no one cares...! :(
Anywayz.. these hard things.. are well a starting for life..
I am starting to read the Bible, just to give me a little boost up.. that at least God is there for me.. I feel i want to go deep into the world, i mean there are two things.. the way the world is.. technically and the way it is emotionally, philosophically, and i want to know the truths of life, of human nature of human life... this feeling is killing me, i feel more grown up these days, maybe my mind, heart does.. i just don't feel right :(, something is wrong... :(
well.. hope at least someone will be happy..
bye for now..
Day Dreamer.. :) :(

Starry room! XD

Well, i love my house!!! But the best place i like is my room.. and that even at night..
My room is kind of circle shaped from one side.. So my house has a road in front and at night there are soooo many cars coming and going.. well its not that hard to take in with the horns and stuff.. hmm.. so where was I?
ya.. so like at nights.. the oval wall which has 5-6 windows in it.. there are so many lights of the cars coming and going and they kind of project the lights with a bit of shadows of the bar of the window on my other wall.. there are so many of them every night.. and when i cant sleep i just keep staring at them, and they even keep moving.. red, yellow, orange; its fun! its like there is some kind of shadow... or person or ghost roaming in my room.. sometimes i take it to be some of my family members who aren't with me but are here just for a visit!
Well you see... there are so many things going on in my life.. bad and good..
I know many people are at this point of time having lots of problems.. but keep faith don't worry!! Everyone has them!
God is perfect.. and perfect people do not do any mistakes.. so this thing that your facing or feeling.. is for a good reason.. He didn't do any mistake in making this happen..
:) Day Dreamer

Famous?! Well yeah!?

Well.. famous.. this word sounds cool to some people.. In my mind it means that many many people love you and know you.. maybe for a good or bad cause..
But some famous people are like.. kind of umm.. opaque.. i mean they never show who they really are..just pretend to be someone else and hide their real personality somewhere else..
Other times.. people take a famous person in a bad way, i mean they dont know that person properly but just because of some gossips and believe that person to be bad.
If i confess, i want to be famous when i grow up.. but not famous in this way.. i mean i want the people to love me for who i really am, the way i am.. funny and stuff. not just for the dresses i would wear or stuff like that that hardly matter when talking philosophically...
Some actors are ego struck.. they think they are best because of the attention they are getting.. well i wont like to be this way..
:) Day Dreamer

Abnormal..

Well i was just thinking, after reading Helen Keller's biography. That what will it be like to be abnormal.. Like take being blind.. just imagine.. u wont be able to see ANYTHING! i mean the whole world will be black.. just black.. the thing that struck me was.. would they be able to dream? i mean imagine things in their head.. like we close our eyes and think how we will look in this dress.. can they all do this? do they get dreams? can they see them??
Now if someone is. umm. deaf.. They wont be able to hear anything i mean.. nothing at all... the whole world will be silent for them.. now in this.. can they all talk to them self or discuss with themselves>? are they able to hear what their soul says??
And someone who cant speak.. can they atleast speak to their mind?
i mean these kind of questions keep bothering me....huh.. can you answer them??
and you know what.. sometimes its irritating to try to sleep but wid these things popping in my mind!:P
:) Day Dreamer  

More me?

Well these are three other things that i have in me
1) i love taking a quilt while sleeping, even if it is hot, i put the fan to maximum and then take it.. it makes me feel nice!!:P
2) i lovve short stories. its like i always need something to read, like while drinking my milk, i just take a chips packet and read its ingredients or whats written bout it.!:P
3) Sometimes i just cant stop laughing!! i mean im serious! sometimes i keep on smiling and people get the wrong idea, they suspect me even when i have done nthn!! i am like this..
I have gone mad now.. so please excuse me.. lol
i have to go.. i keep on getting mad shocks sometms!!
:) Day Dreamer!

Thats Muzic for me.!

Well, to say in short, music is my life and passion!
I lovve singing and listening to songs, its naturally into me, whenever i listen to a song, either i feel really nice or i feel really sad, depending on the song, and some songs like thinking of you if i sing it from my heart, i feel like crying, i mean i take the song into me and feel like im the one who has to face that problem! Well i get bored of certain songs easily and i always want new songs to listen. Well if first i listen a happy song i turn happy, and immediately if i go to a sad song, the melancholy spreads in me, and there you go!
Well writing a song is like writing a diary entry or like a paragraph, you keep on scribbling down whatever comes in your heart and next step to just divide in into your own beats.!
Well one thing i would like to say, that i hate the fading ending in a song, where the songs volume slowly goes down! i simply hate it!!!
Anywz... this was it!
:) Day Dreamer
p.s- am i improvn? i mean in blogging??? 

Well whoz me?

I am a completely mad person! who loves being herself! and loves to THINK!
Well, i think a lot, and there are some things i really cant change about myself. I just got to know a few things about myself  lately, i am just posting them, so that i remember! because believe me i need to write all these things down about myself!! or else, i feel like i will loose myself, well see i think a LOT!
And i think a lots of negative things, like if this happened, what will it be like.. etc etc
Well first of all, i loveeee taking responsibilities.. in the class, any work teacher has, i will b there to raise my hand and go for it! 
Secondly, i dont want to be in the first line or like first row in anything i do, like in dancing, its okay for me to be in the 2nd line while dancing, because people are obviously going to see everyone, and even if you are in the last line people will see you if you dance better than others or something!:)
Well secondly a funny thing, im kind of big according to my age, actually everyone in my grade is like me, and where ever i go, people think that im in college or something! well it is kind of funny!! very funny! at least to me !LOL
anywayz. have a happy day and look out for more posts!
:)Day Dreamer
p.s- i <3 harry potter!!! 

Someone...

I just got the thought of a friend of mine who passed away some years back
We both were together in Kindergarten and i remember during a school trip, we went to see a movie- "nemo"
she got scared and thats why the teacher made her sit besides me.
I think she got a tumor when she was in 5th or something. I remember seeing her coming out of her car when she came back, she lived in my society. She didnt have any hair left on her head becoz of her surgery.
Then after some days she left school and used to roam around here and there. Well i dont know what happened i think she got worst, and she.....passed away
I hope that she is happy in heavens! She was really sweet!!
r.i.p
Day Dreamer

Alphabets

Well im a full day dreamer! and i think a lot crazy things... and i have different views on each thing.
Like i have a different image of alphabets.. i have made a diary in which i have written which alphabet is male and which is female, i dont from where i make it up but i know i do. Well like a thought I got a few days back- that U is afraid of T and V. I dont know why but it looks this way to me... lolz
Anywz i will keep you updated with my thinking... till then bye t.c
:) Day Dreamer

Exams: whole years hard work

My exams just got over!
And i think ! did a good job
well you know what, first of all im trying not to write in short form...
secondly what i wanted to say is we students work the whole damn year, and then in the end, if you get ill or anything, during the final exam, all of your hard-work sinks!!
I mean really just get nervous and what all you have learnt you just forget it and flunk the exam!!!
WELL I JUST WANNA GIVE THIS ADVICE THAT STAY CONFIDENT! AND DONT GET NERVOUS!
So be yourself and have confidence in yourself!
:) Day dreamer
P.S - Im seriously amused how exams just start and you dont know when all those 2 week fly by and then the exams are over!!! lolz :D

Happy Independence

YEAH ! today my exams got over!! now 1 class ahead!! i had amazing time with my friends this year!!!:D
now im gonna bombard posts coz i have lots of time.. and im gonna post all the things my mind has from a month or so!! YEAH!!! NOW WATCH OUT
i would better post them from tomorrow! anywayz bye and best of luck
:) Day Dreamer

need a break

Well, im still studying in school and my annual exams are around the corner and thats why i wont blog for some time.
Just to inform
Thank you

whts up?>!

Hey guyz!! I hope you are going well!! Umm,. i know i said i will be regular at blogging but the thing that happened is that my mom restricted me watching computer or internet on weekdays, so you see i will be able to post blogs only on weekends, well i LOVE harry potter!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its seriously amazing!
In my school Percy Jackson(a book) and Rubix Cube is getting popular these days, well im living my life as an teenager, but want to do something extraordinary!!
Nywaz, hope you all are enjoying your new year!
I just thought of even putting some videos and stuff on my blog will my mind in writing.. will think more bout this, but currently im going very busy!!!
Well i thought of writing a post on what i am upto thinking, but you see i procrastinate a LOT and thinking of doing it tomorrow! :P
Anyways the new thing is that half of our class is going to Jaipur for a trip, but my BFF and some other friends are just hanging around and doing some jobs for Them! you know.. cauze im not going!!
Well my mum thinks im too small to go for a 5 day trip all alone, and i appreciate her feelings, i do feel sad that im not going but i have to accept that it is fun bunking classes and going to the library or comp lab or even playing with some while the participants are off to practice their dance!!!
K so know im going to play some games!!! bye!
Take care!

Just living

Everyone has some bad days, well i am going through some, everyone has to! but i am trying to stay as happy as i can!!
I m seriously loving going to school!!! Its the best place in the whole world! i love all my friends and all my teachers.
I agree i m having some bad days but still having the good ones..
Have blogged after soo many days!! I wanted to share everything i have in my mind, all the things i wanted to tell.. i will now try to be good at blogging, in the sense regular.
These days im getting too much into hairstyles!!! i love "Cute girls hairstyles" seriously! Do check it if you want, u can get all the videos on Youtube!
I will try to post all the things, in my mind.. as it is My mind in writing ! :)
P.S- i forgot to wish you all A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!  HOPE THIS YEAR BE THE BEST FOR YOU!!!!!! :)