Hi! I know- long time..
Well i was just reading my other posts and umm.. i dont end them correctly!! i am annoyed by this!! :X.
I am having REALLY bad days!! I am loosing perspective every now and then.... it is one of the hardest stages in my life... i m having SOOO many problems.. but dont have anyone to share them... i thought this is the only place i can write it, but you know what? i know.. no one is reading my blog... no one in the billions is reading my blog.. and even if you are reading, i know you hardly care about what i'm feeling right now.
Sometimes we push our sorrow inside us and try to show we are happy, but we are sad inside and we keep on being like that, but you know what? unless no one knows it, they dont see it and we are just for ourselves.. i mean, i-i can't express this thing in words.. but thinking this makes me feel more lonely :(
I know, no one cares...! :(
Anywayz.. these hard things.. are well a starting for life..
I am starting to read the Bible, just to give me a little boost up.. that at least God is there for me.. I feel i want to go deep into the world, i mean there are two things.. the way the world is.. technically and the way it is emotionally, philosophically, and i want to know the truths of life, of human nature of human life... this feeling is killing me, i feel more grown up these days, maybe my mind, heart does.. i just don't feel right :(, something is wrong... :(
well.. hope at least someone will be happy..
bye for now..
Day Dreamer.. :) :(
Well i was just reading my other posts and umm.. i dont end them correctly!! i am annoyed by this!! :X.
I am having REALLY bad days!! I am loosing perspective every now and then.... it is one of the hardest stages in my life... i m having SOOO many problems.. but dont have anyone to share them... i thought this is the only place i can write it, but you know what? i know.. no one is reading my blog... no one in the billions is reading my blog.. and even if you are reading, i know you hardly care about what i'm feeling right now.
Sometimes we push our sorrow inside us and try to show we are happy, but we are sad inside and we keep on being like that, but you know what? unless no one knows it, they dont see it and we are just for ourselves.. i mean, i-i can't express this thing in words.. but thinking this makes me feel more lonely :(
I know, no one cares...! :(
Anywayz.. these hard things.. are well a starting for life..
I am starting to read the Bible, just to give me a little boost up.. that at least God is there for me.. I feel i want to go deep into the world, i mean there are two things.. the way the world is.. technically and the way it is emotionally, philosophically, and i want to know the truths of life, of human nature of human life... this feeling is killing me, i feel more grown up these days, maybe my mind, heart does.. i just don't feel right :(, something is wrong... :(
well.. hope at least someone will be happy..
bye for now..
Day Dreamer.. :) :(
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